I gotta be upfront with you here, you do not embody any of the standards set for members aside from time here. You can get a little hot headed and extremely rude towards those who disagree with you or rub you the wrong way for whatever reason. You do not understand the professional boundaries that should be expected in a member and you cause needless drama and fighting.
No this is not a personal bias, and is not affected by our conversation earlier. People have complained to the staff, and I've gone through chat logs because I'm interested in seeing what our potential members look like. You simply aren't the kind of person that I would want to represent the community. This isn't to say you couldn't be in the future, because Ramelion is a member that got denied at first due to his behaviors, and now he's become a productive community member.
For reference, these conversations were spicy and I'm just tossing in some of my favorites from the list.
And when told to chill out by staff:
Straight ignoring a staff request from dan and passing the blame instead of dropping the arguement.
(which is false btw, presumably you said this just to meme around a little and it got out of hand)
After some more pointless name calling and generally being toxic and perplexing to say the least:
All in all, I thought you had a lot to offer when you first joined and started creatively utilizing the map as well as doing community work until people didn't agree with everything you said or did and you decided to show a less than appealing side to them. You sit in discord even if it's just you for hours, and you can be nice to players sometimes, but if that means that incidents like these appear every now and then, I'm going to -1.
Edit: Your steam ID is STEAM_0:1:19194725 btw.